FINALS WEEK IS COMINGGGGGG.
And I shall die.
And I’m just like…..
Finals just go away. Just. Go.
Some basic info to help you get an idea of my school life
1. I’m a highschooler
2. I’m a magnet student
3. I’m notorious for procrastinating and sleeping past midnight
To be honest, I’m not too worried about a few of them. It’s just that I have… two of the harder ones…. on the same day…..
I do not need a Spanish and an AP Human Geography final on the same day. No. Just stahhhhppp. I’m terrible at memorizing information and as a result, my lowest grades are in the classes that require that skill.
Memorizing = not yay
On the other hand, math is a breeze and I’m not at all worried about my other classes.
It’s just…. history classes.
So how do I deal with stress?
Here’s the answer.
I don’t really get that stressed. It’s more of a thing where I’m so sleep-deprived, I appear stressed and honestly, I probably should be but then I’m so passive and so “I don’t care” about everything that I look like a complete slacker. It’s not like I’m bad at school. I’m not. I guess I can say that I don’t really strive to reach “my full potential” and quite honestly, I really don’t feel inclined to.
The only time I feel slightly stressed is when my grade is on the verge of becoming a B.
I procrastinate as much as humanely possible until it’s 11 o’clock at night and I realize oh crap I have work to do and then I do it and go to sleep at like one in the morning. Or I think that my assignment won’t take a lot of time but then when I do it, it ends up taking quite a while.
Or it’ll be like now. Where I should be sleeping, but instead I’m typing up a blog post because I’d rather do that.
It’s a really bad cycle. I have permanent headaches that are the result of sleep debt. I look and feel like I’m on the verge of fainting all the time. (And I usually give into the urge when I get home.)
Not to forget that I’m also on the speech team and am struggling through a duo that is absolutely awful right now.
Stress is supposed to make people work harder, but it just doesn’t work that way for me.